Don't Jump

    Don't Jump

Hello,  this is shadowie with another fanfiction, this time, a songfic, with is my favourite kind of fiction. Thanks to my dear sachi-chan who have supported me and correcting my grammatic error *hug* love ya <3!
The song is Don't Jump by Tokio Hotel, all credit to them ( I like this song a lot and I hope other will find it nice too^^)
Own: Nothing, expect my pen.
Warning!! BoyxBoy= yaoi (lightly) LightxL
Maybe a bit OOC, please excuse me -.-'
I hope you will enjoy reading this and when you have come do the end, you have a choice to make!
"thinking"
//song//
-talking (simple, right?)
So enjoy or die of boredness.
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//On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm//

Light looked through the rain at the back of the detective, who was standing dangerously near the roof edge.
-Ryuzaki, what are you doing? It's dangerous! He took a step forward the other.
-Don't come near. The brown-eyed man stopped in the middle of his step, unsure if the other man had said anything at all, the rain making it hard to hear.

//I say you name in silence
You don't want to hear it right now//

-Ryuzaki. This time he whispered,he didn't want to upset the other.
-Light-kun, please go away. The black-haired man turned around so that Light could see his face. The Death Note owner saw in surprise that the genius had cried.
-Ryuzaki, the auburn-haired boy whispered again, tears starting to fall from him too.

//The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down//

Around him, he saw many lights switch on around the building they were standing on.
People were either getting ready to sleep or just relaxing after a long day.
The people who were going to sleep would propaply dream peaceful dreams.
But for the current Kira, it felt like he already was asleep, dreaming a nightmare.

//Each one a promise
of everything you never found//

The auburn-haired man felt like they had stood there on the roof for an hour, but knew that it could only have been 10 minutes since he stepped out in the rain.
Suddenly the detective spoke:
-I've found evidence that you are Kira. 100%

The brown-eyed man could almost feel how his heart sink.
-What will you do? He knew there was no use in denying it, everything in the black-haired mans eyes told him that he was finished.
They both stared into each others eyes, trying to read the others mind.
-I also know that you know my real name. The detective spread out his arm unexpectly and almost fell over the edge.
-Ryuzaki!
The detective straighted himself, safe for the moment:
-No need to worry, Light-kun, he said with fake sincere, I wont jump, he paused, yet.
-Ryuzaki, stop this!

//I scream into the night for you
Don't make it through, don't jump//

-Why, so you can kill me later?
-Ryuzaki, this is crazy! Have you been drinking? The worried student took another step forward, but stopped 2 metres from the swaying detective, when the black-haired man hold up warning hand:
-Don't! Or I'll really jump.
-Ryuzaki! Please! Yes, he was begging, but there didn't seem to be any other way to make the sugar-addicted man not jump.

//The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you, don't jump//

-Why would you care? I know you are Kira, no need to fake your feelings.
The brown-eyed man felt a pain in his cheast when the panda-looking man accused him.
He was Kira and yes his greatest desire should be to see the sleepless detective dead, shouldn't it?
But, somewhere on their time together, he had fallen in love.

//Don't let memories go of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please, don't jump//

-Ryuzaki, I know things haven't always been good between you and me, but still we had some good times, hadn't we?
The auburn-haired man tried to wipe away his tears and the raindrops that had fallen on his face, but didn't do such a good job.
-Hmpf, but all along, you were just trying to find out my real name.
-That's not true! The soaked student tried to make the detective understand him:
-Well maybe it was in the beginning, but... he stopped himself. This wasn't the time to pour his heart out. Now was the time to get his love safe..

//You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for//

The detective looked sadly at the auburn-haired man and started to talk, almost like he talked to himself:
-First when I met Light-kun, I had a felling that I knew he was Kira. Ever since our first meeting I also got the impression that he was different, that maybe he was equal to me.

//The snow will fall quietly
You just can't feel no more//

Suddenly the detectives gaze landed on Light:
-But do you know Light-kun? All this time I was investigating you, I hold a little hope that I for once would be wrong, that you wouldn't be the "bad" guy.
-I'm sorry, Ryuzaki, I... The black-haired man interrupted him:
-Don't, I already know what you would say, but I want to ask you one, well actually two questions before, the genius paused, I end this.
-You can't be serious, the brown-eyed man whispered unable to take his eyes away from the detective.

//Somewhere out there
you lost yourself in your pain//

-Don't worry, Light-kun, this won't take long.
-Don't do this Ryuzaki! Like hell, I don't even now why you are doing this!
-Then Light, can you promise not to kill me?

//You dream of the end
To start all over again//

-I, I, he hadn't expected that question. After a short moment of silence he sighed:
Even if I do, you won't believe me. And even if I let you go, you'll send me to death sentence.
-How do you know that?
-How can you prove me wrong? They both sighed and, but it was L who broke the silence this time:
-I wish we would have met in a different way.
The auburn-haired man drew a hand through his hair and gave the other a weak smile:
-Do you know how many times I've wished the same thing?

//I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true, don't jump//

-Why did you have to be Kira?
-Why did you have to be L?

//The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you, don't jump//

-Why did it have to come to this, why can't we co-operate? Light shouted, his voice blurry in the increasing rain. Why couldn't we be like every other boys, why do we have to kill each other? And why, his voice ended up in a whisper, did it have to be you?
-I'm sorry, Light-kun. The auburn-haired could swear that he heard pain in the others voice. But we both knew from the beginnig that it would come down to this.

//Don't let memories go of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please, don't jump, don't jump//

Yes, ever since Light had heard of L, he had known that he couldn't create his new world if he didn't kill the detective.
First, he had only felt hate toward the sugar-loving man, but the more time he spent in the others acompany, the more and more he started to like being with the other.
And now, on this destined day, he couldn't kill the person he should want dead the most. So why couldn't he write down the others name? The answer was simple, he had fallen in love.

//I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long//

-Ryuzaki, please, I'm sure we can solve this somehow, just come down from the edge.
The black-haired man raised one eyebrow:
-Down as in jump?
-Don't joke with me! the current Kira shouted.

//Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump//

Why did it have to rain so much? The student tried to shake away the raindrops from his face, and then reached out one hand to the detective:
-Take my hand.
-Why, so you can kill me later?
-No, I promise.
-How can I trust you?
The auburn-haired boy sighed sadly, but didn't drop his outstreched hand:
-You can't, but at the same time, I can't know if you would send me to death either.

//I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true, don't jump//

-Light, the detectives eyes softened, you know that can't happen. This is not a fairytale, it doesn't have to be a happy ending.
Deep inside, the Death Note owner knew that the detective was right.
Finally, he dropped his hand and looked down:
-So what do you suggest? And why do you make so much trouble, why not just throw me into prison? And what is your second question?

//The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you, don't jump//

-You might think this sound a bit melodramatic, but sadly this is the best solution I've come up with and, the black-eyed man swallowed, one of us has to die.
The top student felt his heart sink, but ever since he had found the detective on the roof, he had had the feeling that this would happened.
-And the other question?
The genius was silent for a moment, but smiled sadly and looked Light straight in his eyes:
-I've fallen in love with you. How about you?

//Don't let memories go of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump, don't jump//

The auburn-haired man gasped. His greatest desire and nighmare had just come alive. He sighed and walked up on the edge, two metres from where his love stood and turned around so he couldn't see the city under him.
-Then this is the best for both of us. He closed his eyes and whispered:
-I love you Lawliet, farewell.

//And if all that can't hold you back
Then I'll jump for you//

The last thing he heard was Ls desperate cry:
-Light!
Then everything went black.

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